I honestly cannot face another day in this hell. I cannot wake up again to this emptiness. I am so sick of feeling so sad so tired of being terrified. So tired of fighting im just done. I Am done with everything who was I kidding? I cant win against these demons, Im not strong enough and tbh I don’t care. death just seems so inviting. And I am so sorry to everyone this is going to hurt. So sorry I disappointed you all. I love you all so much. Mum you are my best friend and you never did anything wrong, Lily my baby sister hopefully one day you will forgive me. My angel. I love you more than anything. Don’t let anyone hurt you. And to everyone suffering I am sorry. You are all beautiful.

If the guy who raped me is ever caught then I want you to know you destroyed me but I forgive you.

I love you all.